Going back to Work

I went back to work today for the first time since having Elizabeth.  I would say it is like ripping of a band-aid on a hairy spot, it is going to hurt but the longer you wait the more it might hurt.  I was ready to get back to somewhat of a schedule and to get my mind focused on other things but at the same time I wasn't.  I wanted to still stay home and pretend I didn't need to start moving forward again.  I know I have said it before but I will say it again sometimes it just SUCKS and I want to wear a sign that says I just lost my baby go easy on me please, and this is why I look the way I do. I guess I can't do that so instead you just suck it up and "put your big girl pants on" and face life again. I am glad that I work at such an amazing place and get to work with amazing people who are supportive and caring.  It helps when facing the daunting world.