My sweet Grandma made the big wreath for her grave we put our smaller wreath inside the big wreath. I love that the cemetery keeps her grave pretty clean and visible. We just cleaned it up a little bit more.
Wednesday, December 11, 2013
We visited Elizabeth's grave on her 4 month birthday to leave a little Christmas cheer at her grave. It has been the hardest four months of my life and each Holiday has been so hard because I miss her so much and I feel her loss because she was supposed to be with me celebrating. I know Heavenly Father had a different plan for her and she is celebrating in Heaven but I am selfish and want to be with her and it has been hard to accept that she isn't with me. Moving forward has been hard because life goes on and people forget but your heart still doesn't forget and you want others to ask still about her and you want to let others know it hurts still but it just doesn't work that way.